I’d love to know how Lito
and Hernando first met, before their first date.
I imagine them both seated
at a table alone at a cafe, Lito reading a script for an
audition or a movie and Hernando correcting essays from his students.
Lito notices Hernando of course and can’t keep his eyes off of this
very handsome man and every now and then, Hernando catches his eye
and smiles, while Lito looks away, pretending he wasn’t staring.
Eventually, Hernando
gathers his stuff, stands up, and approaches Lito’s table.
“Mr Rodriguez?” he
says, because of course he recognized Lito.
Lito is suddenly both
embarrassed and shy and he scratches
his head, a nervous habit,
while answering: “Hum, yeah?” He tries not to look directly at
Hernando’s eyes but he sees the man smile.
“Do you mind if I join
in?”
Lito hesitates for a
second. He’s definitely embarrassed now – does the man know? He
knows. You gotta be careful, Lito, you idiot, think about your career
– but the man’s smile is warm and tender, it feels comforting
so he nods. “No, no, hum, not at all, please have
a seat.”
“Thank you”, Hernando
says. Then, presenting his hand. “My name is Hernando Fuentes.”
Lito shakes his hand,
hoping Hernando won’t notice how sweaty his hand is. “And you
already know my name, apparently.”
Hernando laughs gently and
oh god, it makes Lito’s heart jump. “I do. I have seen The Killing
Machine.”
Lito
laughs too, more nervously. “Yeah… not my best role.”
“It
definitely wasn’t your best movie”, Hernando corrects. “But your
prestation made it tolerable. You brought some depth to a rather flat
character, making him, the killing machine, almost human. Almost
vulnerable.”
Lito
is moved and a bit more comfortable. “Thank you. I… actually had
made a whole background story for Alejandro but the director wouldn’t
agree with it.”
“Shame.
Can I ask what you had in mind?”
So
Lito tells him. And Hernando nods, asks questions Lito wouldn’t have
asked himself and after half an hour of studying every aspects of
Alejandro’s life and personality, he feels like this character is a
part of him.
“Now
it feels like a good movie”, Lito laughs, more naturally this time.
Then
Lito asks about what Hernando does for a living and they talk for
another half an hour about art until Hernando says he has to go give
his lecture. Lito is disappointed but he’s good at hiding his true
feelings so he says. “Well, it was a pleasure meeting you. Have a
good day.”
But
he didn’t expect Hernando to say: “It really was. Would you like to
go out sometimes?”
Lito’s
shocked, embarrassed, has a little nervous laugh “hum, yeah”,
scratches his head, “yeah why not, hum”, takes a sip of his
coffee “go out like hum” and he finally asks it because it has to
be clear: “like a date?”
Hernando’s
smile is affectionate again. “If you wish it to be.”
That’s
when Lito finally allows himself to look directly at Hernando’s eyes.
He suddenly feels both shy and stronger and for once he finally tells
the truth: “I’d love that”, he says.